It is a 5 day in a 3 month and I find I am winding up this 8 personal year (which is about managing/organising my abundant resources) with a desire to focus on my future Vision of what I REALLY want rather than on continually voicing what I already know.
I just want to be Creative. Although writing is one of many Creative pursuits of mine, I have let it slip into the mundane (for me) as I continue to edit stuff I Know deeply.
I will continue to write, it is easy for me to do so. But I doubt I want to continue playing this “internet” game. The majority of hits on my website are by people trying to spam me (even though I have the comments turned off) or by people using software to try to break through my password. Which begs the question “What the F*#K IS WRONG with people?!”
For the last few years I have put up a mental wall protecting myself from this form of mass idiocy and choose to enjoy communicating with a select few people who also enjoy exploring their Mind and the Resource that it REALLY is. With daily reminders from Facebook (as one representative of many corporate information/data miners) that they have absolutely no regard for my, or any one else’s, privacy AND then spending my valuable Creative energy clearing “malware” from my (and other people’s) computers … I am simply ‘over it’.
Honestly, why play a game that is plagued by bullies? I really do have better things to do with my time. Life is too short to waste it hanging out where idiots love to harass and annoy others. My Facebook newsfeed is so narrow now due to the combination of censorship and ridiculous logarithms … to fix this I would either have to divulge my true thoughts to Facebook or spend hours tracking sites that may have interesting news on them (but if this was so, then they’d be censored for telling the Truth!)
It has been a fascinating 9 year cycle (albeit it is not over yet) in which I have regained my Personal Power after a series of relationships with sociopaths who’ve taught me just how much I will allow my roles in this life to be stripped away ~ WAY TOO MUCH! As it turns out, we can always rebuild ourselves from scratch!
My current opinion is: the internet is predominantly run/organised/managed and abused by sociopaths and psychopaths. It is not a good and healthy place for me to hang out. I am sick of the High Level of Awareness required in interpreting EVERYTHING written/said online. Life was complex enough when I had one or two sociopaths in my life to deal with. Inviting them in, unseen but lurking in the censorship, data mining and thought crime research (data collection) … is simply ridiculous! There are so many topics that I choose not to comment on online due to the censorship and data collection going on globally, that it is totally reflective of what it was like living in relationships with sociopaths who basically lay down the law on which subjects can and can’t be discussed within the relationship/home.
So, internet … you are busted! I have realised that I no longer want to associate with the invisible sociopaths, pyschopaths and apaths running this show! I do not want or need you AT ALL!
I doubt there will be many more posts on this site from me. I recently paid for another 3 months for this domain name … so if you were thinking of sharing any of the cognitive behavioural techniques on here, or downloading any of the files, then get on with it (and use them, they work!) …
It has been fun … but it has been contradicting what I REALLY believe to be what is Right for me.